SEOUL, South Korea - Embroiled in a deepening corruption scandal, former president Roh Moo-hyun leapt from a cliff to his death Saturday in a shocking end to a rags-to-riches career that took him from rural poverty to Seoul's presidential Blue House. He was 62.
Roh, a self-taught lawyer who never attended college and didn't have the elite background typical of Seoul politicians, had prided himself on being a "clean" leader immune to South Korea's traditional web of corruption.
Allegations that Roh accepted $6 million in bribes from a businessman while in office from 2003 to 2008 weighed heavily on the ex-leader, who appeared emotionally wrought last month as he prepared to face prosecutors.
According to police in the southern port city of Busan, Roh hurled himself off a 30-metre-high cliff early Saturday while hiking, trailed by a security guard, near his home in Bongha.
Life had become unbearable and "too many people are suffering because of me," Roh wrote in a note found on his computer, police said.
"What's left for me for the rest of my life is just to be a burden to others," his note said. "Don't be too sad. Aren't life and death both part of nature? Don't feel sorry. Don't blame anybody. It's destiny."
He asked to be cremated, a small gravestone erected near his home.
Roh's suicide stunned the nation. At train stations and shopping malls across the country, South Koreans were glued to TV monitors. Many snapped up special newspaper editions about Roh. Tens of thousands flooded his website, many posting condolences.
"I was utterly shocked," said Chun Soon-im, 63, of Seoul. "They say hate the sin but not the sinner, and that's how I feel. The investigation must continue and we must get to the truth, but I cannot help feeling sorry for the man and those left behind."
Mourners wailed as Roh's coffin, draped in red, returned to Bongha from a Busan hospital. His two children, sobbing, followed the casket to the community centre near his birthplace of Gimhae, some 450 kilometres from Seoul. Hundreds lined up late in the night to pay their respects.
In the capital, more than 2,500 people held a sombre candlelight memorial service at a makeshift mourning site, many bowing, burning incense and leaving white chrysanthemums, a traditional Korean symbol of grief.
Roh's is the latest high-profile suicide in a country with the highest suicide rate among the 30 countries in the Organization for Economic Co-operation and Development.
The corruption allegations against Roh were by no means the worst levelled against a South Korean president.
In 1997, two ex-presidents were convicted of pocketing hundreds of millions of dollars in bribes while in office. Chun Doo-hwan, president from 1981-88, was fined $270 million; Roh Tae-woo, leader from 1998-93, was fined $350 million.
But the accusations were deeply shameful to Roh, who built a reputation as anti-corruption crusader.
"I feel ashamed before my fellow citizens. I am sorry for disappointing you," Roh told supporters three weeks ago before turning himself over to prosecutors who grilled him for more than 10 hours.
During the interrogation, Roh denied the allegations against him, the prosecution spokesman Cho Eun-sok said.
He previously acknowledged that a local businessman indicted in December in a separate bribery scandal -- gave his wife $1 million, which he did not consider a bribe. He also said he was aware the man gave $5 million to another relative but thought it was an investment.
Prosecutors suspect all $6 million eventually reached Roh, and were expected to announce soon whether they would seek to arrest him. His wife and children also were summoned for questioning, and last week his elder brother was sentenced to four years in prison in a separate bribery scandal.
A worried Roh wasn't eating properly and had taken up smoking recently, news reports said.
Roh's backers accuse conservative supporters of President Lee Myung-bak, who took over from Roh in February 2008, of carrying out the probe as political revenge. Near Seoul's City Hall, Roh supporters stood in line to sign a petition seeking Lee's impeachment.
Roh's death was a tragic end for the humble son of farmers who never attended college but still managed to pass the country's tough bar exam in 1975 and opened his own practice three years later.
He forged a reputation as a human right lawyer, defending students accused of sedition under previous military-backed administrations. He once was arrested and his law licence suspended for supporting an outlawed labour protest.
Roh's political career took off with his election as a liberal legislator to the National Assembly in 1988.
His ascension to the presidency came in a surprise 2002 election win on a campaign pledge not to "kowtow" to the United States, one that resonated with young voters.
But in 2004, Roh made the costly misstep of urging voters to support candidates from his Uri party in a violation of political neutrality laws. He was impeached, then reinstated months later after a court ruled in his favour.
Roh maintained liberal predecessor President Kim Dae-jung's "sunshine policy" of offering North Korea aid to facilitate reconciliation, holding a summit in Pyongyang with North Korean leader Kim Jong Il in 2007, the second such meeting between leaders of the two countries that technically remain at war.
"I lost my lifetime democracy movement comrade. I feel like half of my body has collapsed," Kim said, according to an aide.